Everything does happen for a reason huh? No matter how exhausting, frustrating and disappointing it may be. I had a great time, and I learned quite some bit. No matter how much you know, there is always room for something new and useful. Room for improvement.

You know, what bro Mohksin said today made me start building castle after castle in the air. Right now, I am facing the sea of possibilities. It's true... I don't have to wait long. Say... in a month, I could be anywhere with anybody doing anything. And yeah, I don't really have to limit myself because I feel that I'm financially low. I could decide to use up all my saved up money for something I believe in.

Ok, my state right now is: "WoOoOoW, I can do anything I want? Really?"

K snap.

Yeah yeah, luckily I'm a down to earth person heh? My head can reach up all the way to cloud nine (despite my height... no limitations here please) but my feet will stay firmly planted on the ground.

What I decide in the next month or so will probably determine who I'd turn out to be. So I better think this through properly. It shouldn't be something rash. Remember no limitations...

And what I really wanna be is....

Oh forget it...

Once again, anyone up for a trip to Ubin?

And does anyone know of any job openings???? Please I need one right NOW.

It is rather scary you know. I have a Diploma in Biotechnology in my hands now and anything can happen. Anything...

And I guess anything that would bring me closer to Allah and to jannah is fine with me :) OoOo, looks like I'll be busy thinking about this.

I really do wonder...

Alhamdulillah! Finally I'm done with my tugasan...

Supposed to be 5 pages. Initially I wasn't sure I could meet that criteria. Eventually I ended up with slightly more than 6 pages, haha.

And I couldn't put in the footer, 'cause I don't really understand the format and it is super troublesome... So forget it je ah.

Now it's FREEDOM!

K not exactly lar...

Like what my mum exclaims, "You said last last, after this no more and then after that there's something else. When is it going to end??"

My reply was, "The world keeps going round and round and so will my life. There is of course something to do each time. When one thing ends, another begins. You don't expect me to sit around having nothing to do."

Haha, yea, as as my friends always exclaims, "You're always busy, what is it that you're busy with exactly??"

I haven't exactly answered them, but my answer will be, "Step into my shoes, experience how I experience things and you'll know. I cannot be not busy. I'd find life a waste then."

As busy as I am, no worries, I find time to read, and to watch tv, and to watch youtube, and read people's blog and still update mine etc. Hey, I do need breaks, I have a life also la deyy haha.

Jika kau merasa lelah dan tak berdaya dari usaha yang sepertinya sia-sia....
Allah SWT tahu betapa keras engkau sudah berusaha.

Ketika kau sudah menangis sekian lama dan hatimu masih terasa pedih....
Allah SWT sudah menghitung air matamu.

Ketika kau fikir bahwa hidupmu sedang menunggu sesuatu dan waktu terasa berjalan begitu saja...
Allah SWT sedang menunggu bersamamu.

Ketika kau berfikir bahwa kau sudah mencuba segalanya dan tidak tahu hendak berbuat apa lagi...
Allah SWT sudah punya jawapannya.

Ketika segala sesuatu menjadi tidak masuk akal dan kau merasa tertekan...
Allah SWT dapat menenangkanmu.

Ketika kau merasa sendirian dan teman-temanmu terlalu sibuk untuk menelefon...
Allah SWT selalu berada disampingmu

Ketika kau mendambakan sebuah cinta sejati yang tak kunjung datang...
Allah SWT mempunyai Cinta dan Kasih yang lebih besar dari segalanya
dan Dia telah menciptakan seseorang yang akan menjadi pasangan hidupmu kelak.

Ketika kau merasa bahawa kau mencintai seseorang, namun kau tahu cintamu tak terbalas...
Allah SWT tahu apa yang ada di depanmu dan Dia sedang mempersiapkan segala yang terbaik untukmu.

Ketika kau merasa telah dikhianati dan dikecewakan. ...
Allah SWT dapat menyembuhkan lukamu dan membuatmu tersenyum

Jika tiba-tiba kau dapat melihat jejak-jejak harapan
Allah SWT sedang berbisik kepadamu

Ketika segala sesuatu berjalan lancar dan kau merasa ingin mengucap syukur....
Allah SWT telah memberkatimu

Ketika sesuatu yang indah terjadi dan kau dipenuhi ketakjuban.. ..
Allah SWT telah tersenyum padamu.

Ketika kau memiliki tujuan untuk dipenuhi dan mimpi untuk digenapi....
Allah SWT sudah membuka matamu dan memanggilmu dengan namamu

Ingat dimanapun kau atau kemanapun kau menghadap... .
Allah SWT Maha Mengetahui.

Diambil dari http://serikandiumar-rose.blogspot.com/2009/01/allah-sentiasa-menjaga-kita-dan-dia.html

Assalamuaikum!

Some events/talks/syarahan that'll be held at Ghufran are as follows:

1) Talk by Ustaz Firdaus Yahya
28 March 8:30-10:00pm
Dewan serbaguna
Topic: "Sunnah Rasulullah s.a.w Membawa Rahmat & Kesejahteraan Ke Seluruh Alam"



2) Talk by Dr Danial Zainal Abidin (M'sia)
4 April 2:00-4:00pm
Dewan serbaguna
Topic: "Rahmatan Lil 'Alamin" Dalam Peribadi Muslim

Sinopsis:
-Mengupas rahsia nilai 'rahmah' yang ada di dalam ayariat Islam
-Memupuk budaya lebih menyumbang daripada bersembang
-Tiada pengorbanan tiadalah sumbangan

3) Mass Blood Donation
12 April 9:00am-3:00pm
Dewan Serbaguna

Donate blood & save lives!

Please bring along your NRIC/Passport or Donor’s Card.
For donors aged 16 & 17, please present parents consent form.

Register now at the office!
organised by Singapore Red Cross Society & Masjid Darul Ghufran.



All are invited!!!

If love makes the world go round, then ego makes the world turn square...

I'm not talking about the psychology theory... But I'm talking about the ego which we normal people (psychologist are a bit abnormal aren't they? hehe kk jk eh) refer to.

How many times have you met egoistic people who only thinks they are right and everyone else in the world is wrong? Or that only their ideas are brilliant. And that they are sooooo on top of the world?

I'm pretty sure everyone has. And it does get on your nerve doesn't it? Kadang tu kalau boleh macam nak cekik-cekik and shake the person's shoulders and scream in their ears, "YO! Wake up!"

Unfortunately, most of the time, egoistic people do not learn. For one reason or another, they simply and blatantly refuse to listen to you, since to them, nothing you say or do is worth anything. Ouch?

Ego make the world turn squarish... That's what I say lol. No particular reason actually. I just like it.

And I think I am egoistical. Think so?

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If my dad is a millionaire/billionaire, I wouldn't be here figuring out how to pay school fees... And I won't be stuck to just NUS/NTU which gets some kind of subsidy from the government.

Being the youngest in the family do have its downside huh? By the time it's time for you to go university, you family could very well have run out of money to pay the fees for you. And since you're the youngest, your older siblings are probably working already and thus, your household income exceeds the amount which allows you to get financial help.

But that's one thing.

It is another thing when your parents' savings were used up to pay for this thing called irresponsibility. THAT money could have been used to see you through university!!

I'm not saying my parents used their savings irresponsibly. Hey, they're thrifty people...

I dunno... But I do wonder, how come there was no fund set aside for MY university?? *sniff*

I'm the kind of person who'd probably die if I were to work while studying. I need plenty of rest. Some vitamins and minerals must be insufficient somewhere haha...

But yeah... I dunno larh...

Guess I gotta learn to be independent.

Come on, I'm losing hope on NUS/NTU admission now. So, I'm rather turning my attention to working life. If I work, I'd be so thrifty that I hope to save enough in a year or two. And continue studying. That is if I haven't lost interest in studying. And that I don't receive a better opportunity...

It's all so hazy now!!

This is one reason why I don't want to be a teacher. Teachers have a bond to stick to don't they? I'll be stuck and I wouldn't like that.

Oh but fyi, I submitted the supporting docs asked by MOE...

I dunno, I dunno... I shall leave it to Him to guide me to where is best for me. The more I think about this, the more confused I get. So let's stop here. I'll see how things go... In the meantime, I'll try to spend my time as best as I can in His way :D

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I wonder...

"Have I always been there for you?"

"Will you be there for me?"

"Or would I see no one around when I ask for help?"

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It's a tsunami of emotions in me right now. It's probably a signal asking me to get more sleep.

Which I would try to after tomorrow!!

Feeling so many demands around me..

STOP.