Out of four seasons, I'm tied on two: Spring and Fall. They're like complete opposites! The determining tie-breaker was to choose my preference between the two below:

1. You think before you act, and weigh your options before making any solid decisions.
2. Before the end of something, you are already looking for the beginning of something new.

I dunno which is more me! So I put both results here:

You scored as Spring. You are SPRING. Ever optimistic, you readily greet each day with an open mind, and with gladness in your heart knowing that even should life share its dimness with you, the sun -will- come out.

When you feel all alone
And a loyal friend is hard to find
You're caught in a one way street
With the monsters in your head
When hopes and dreams are far away and
You feel like you can't face the day

Let me be the one you call
If you jump I'll break your fall
Lift you up and fly away with you into the night
If you need to fall apart
I can mend a broken heart
If you need to crash then crash and burn
You're not alone

'Cause there has always been heartache and pain
And when it's over you'll breathe again
You'll breath again
-an excerpt from 'Crash and Burn' by Savage Garden

This morning, after hearing that the people around me are facing some kind of crisis whereas I'm just sitting around being happy with myself, I felt lucky and glad.

Just a few minutes/hours (I can't remember) back, I started to feel despair, loss and... and... I dunno! Infer from the song excerpt. Over what, I don't know...

Now I can't even enjoy the songs in my Winamp tracks, which I normally do.

I have only the slightest idea of why I'm feeling so. It may be coz I'd just finished reading the second part of lotr-rotk (or book 6... I skipped book 5 coz I think the movie captures the best moments) about Frodo going into the West with the elves this evening. After the book ended, I was like singing 'Into the West' by Annie Lennox to myself and well, maybe my heart just started weeping. But then again... How can it be?? Books are just stories! Life is REALITY! Or is it reality that I feel so about?

It's raining and there's thunder. It's like the weather is trying to fit my mood. Hmm... Or perhaps... My mood is trying to fit the weather?!

O...K... As bored as I am, I'd never be as bored as to do THIS!!!

The URL itself is already so long, for your info.

Dunno why I'd been feeling so lately. I feel so stressed and tense AND IT'S THE HOLIDAYS!!! Maybe 'coz I feel for the characters in Lord of the Rings - The Two Towers, which I'm currently reading, surprisingly lol. I'm at the part where Frodo, Sam and Gollum had just been released by Faramir. And this part is so full of suspense! Maybe too 'coz school will be reopening soon, which means... TERM TEST RESULTS!! Argh!!! I really hope I do well...

I have lotsa more to write but nevertheless, I'm very exhausted and tired after a long long day of Titisan and visiting my grandmother. I just wanna drop on my bed amongst the messiness (is there such a word??) and fall into a deep slumber... But there's a lot of things on my to-do list which I'm eager to do first before I sleep, and I've just done one - BLOG! Haiz, alas I'm finding blogging a chore again. Maybe I need a change of blogskin or I should take a break from blogging. Hmmz... I hope it's not the latter... Blogging helps me clear my mind and heart...

Oh by the way, I just knew... Tuesdays With Morrie by Mitch Albom is considered a non-fiction, whoopsie! Pardon my mistake peeps. *wry smile*

One more thing, I read in the papers that bloggers are using 'broken' English while blogging, thus contributing to the factor of why Singapore's English standard has dropped. My reply: Then what do you expect? Perfect English?? It'd defeat the purpose of blogging altogether! I mean, blogging is like... speaking, in a way. So, we gotta use colloquial English right...

Klah, I wanna watch Impian on Suria now. Shamsydar and Farzana are on tv! Vote for them kk?

Wokay... I got tagged by Sylvia lol. Here goes:

What were you doing in secondary school?
1. Studying for O levels...
2. CCA...
3. Crapping with friends...
No life...

Five of your favourite singers / bands?
1. Westlife (whatever you say...)
2. The Corrs
3. Kopratasa
4. Josh Groban
5. Jamie Cullum
My music likes and dislikes are normally different than my friends.

Five things you would do if you were a millionaire?
1. Buy laptop
2. Travel around the world
3. Serioously, I don't think I'd get this much money...
4. Fix the kitchen cabinets for my mum
5. Save for university!!!

Five bad habits?
1. I like to touch my face thus the pimples...
2. Bad temper
3. I'm super hygiene conscious
4. Last minute studying - cramping
5. Lying down on the cold hard floor while watching tv

Five things you like doing?
1. read
2. take photos of nature
3. travel
4. cross-stitch
5. write

Five things you would never buy, wear or get?
1. cigarettes (won't EVER buy)
2. MP3/4 (won't get - anytime soon at least)
3. laptop (won't get - anytime soon at least)
4. pork (LOL)
5. leather jacket (just not my kinda thing)

Five favourites? <-- so ambiguous!
1. pink
2. sleep
3. Harry Potter
4. Lord of the Rings
5. languages

Five people to do this?
1. Val
2. Marcus
3. Raudah
4. Karen
5. Izyan
Seriously, I don't think these 5 would know they've been tagged if I don't tell them.