I'm genuinely surprised to see two people (Ustazah & someone I don't know by the name of Kiran) following this blog and Nazihah tagging. Hmm... I wonder if I'd just been oblivious before this or did these surprising surprises just happened today *shrugs*

Anyway... yes my obsession with Twilight has yet to die down. It has totally replaced my obsession of facebook. Hmm... I'm currently reading Twilight back on the parts I skipped earlier, plus downloading the movie and soundtracks and trying to convert them to fit my MP4, I have an inkling it's full already... But NO, I'm not deleting my nasyids for Twilight. Gotta be firm with that!! No matter how much I delve myself into these fantasies, reality shall have to remain reality and in reality I'm a Muslim. My prayers, Qur'an recitations, principles, dress, adab, nasyids etc should remain. If Twilight have to fit into my life, it gotta squeeze into whatever spaces there's left. I should get over it soon.... Right?? It's a TEENAGE LOVE story revolving around VAMPIRES and WEREWOLVES la seyyyyy. I'm feeling abit old for that :S

Ok, apart from Twilight trying to take over my life (and it has to a certain extent, unfortunately), I still go out and attend meetings, meet friends etc.

Had GESL (Group Endeavours Service Learning) on Monday. Alhamdulillah, the heritage race went on pretty satisfactorily. Just as I thought it's over, though, we have to do the reflections and peer appraisal. I'm glad I'm not one of the drivers, otherwise I'd be busy compiling the documents now...

So anyway, my group did the heritage race for chronically ill kids from Club Rainbow. I was there for the briefing to listen to what each kid suffers from low IQ to slowness to cleft lip to eczema to lupus to epilepsy to arthritis. It rather breaks your heart to see them looking healthy on the outside yet knowing what ails them inside. Most of them were very cheerful, some were playful and mischievous, some quiet and shy, a few trying hard to grab your attention. They really looked normal, most of them! Some are supposed to already be in secondary school level but they've been retained in primary school...

It makes you happy seeing them smile though. And it is rather easy to make most of them smile :) Sweet kids.... I pray for them goodness, that whatever comes their way is made easy for them and their families...

Oh, in my attempt to lead life as normal as possible (to jab into my head that no vampires or werewolves exist in this world of mine, for I do have a strong sense of imagination hehe) I went for meeting at Bro Hamid's house this morning with Kak Maryam. Aniq is forever charming and handsome, though dirtily handsome today, putting my pens in his mouth and more. And Nur Sakinah is so lovely.... Even if she did vomit out the milk onto my hand and pants and poo pooed about 5 times haha. I'm sure there'll be more meetings at Bro Hamid's house... So, I'm soooo gonna watch this little princess grow! And learn abit about handling babies from Bro Hamid & Kak Marliana, and maybe cooking also from Kak Marliana & Sheela hehe. Did you know babies cry differently to indicate the different things they want? Try youtube it! :P

I went to Courts with my mum as well today after meeting, and got myself a Samsung ST_45 camera! I'm loving it ;) Cost me quite abit, and so I hope I can claim it from LDS, which I still have over $300! I don't know why I'm unable to access the claims page though, urgh!!! I thought after spending over $100 on Twilight books and two other books, I'd have a rein on myself. Apparently NOT. And right now my phone line has finished it's 3 yrs contract, I wanna change to student plan! I'm not in need of a phone but since I'm getting a new line, might as well right? Hmm...

My mum brought up something interesting, and funny this afternoon. She admitted to me, wondering if she had looked as childlike as I do when she got married at 21 plus. Haha. Yes, I'm turning 21 this Feb! So fast.... But no, I can't get married yet. I think I'd only be able to safely get married without disrupting my bond with MOE so much after I graduate from NIE at 25. Hmmm...

Speaking of marriage, can I request my future husband to play "A River Flows in You" by Yiruma on the piano pleaseeeeeeee? That is one song that can make me smile to sleep, apart from one of the Final Fantasy piano pieces and a few other pieces.... Of course not a priority hehe, but it's an added plus heh ;) Ok dah, stop it eh with your fantasies Marl!!

Am going NIE tomorrow afternoon with Jamie. Now that's one girl who can play piano really well. I wonder if she can teach me to play the songs patiently enough hehe. No larh, I prefer listening to playing the piano...

Hmm, have alot of catch-ups to do! Meeting and CPR with Fityan peeps this Sat, usrah with Ustazah Sakinah & Liyana this Sun, movie date with Siti this coming Monday, birthday celebration with Abg on Tuesday most likely, Science Centre cum Body World outing with Harizah & Mahmudah on Wednesday, cycling at ECP with Maizura & Bio peeps on Friday, Minds Cafe with Ulam Raja peeps on 15th, and off I go for spiritual uplifting on 19th-25th followed by Alkaff Teenz Camp on 26th-27th.

NIE results out on 21st. School reopening on 8th Jan. I have madrasah exams on 13th & 20th Dec. And I have Biodiversity assignment and GESL reflections due very very soon. Should be doing them now, hmmmm...

Alhamdulillah! This is my GPA for DPI:

Jumlah Nilai Gred Jumlah Kredit Purata Nilai Gred
Semua Semester : 48.68 39 3.74
Keputusan : Amat Cemerlang

MasyaAllah, SubhanAllah, Alhamdulillah! Mudah2an I'm able to keep pace with this, as well as able to apply and put to practice what I learn to daily lives :)

Here's all the songs in order:

1. How I Would Die – Carter Burwell
2. Full Moon – The Black Ghosts
3. Who Are They? – Carter Burwell
4. Eyes On Fire – Blue Foundation
5. Phascination Phase – Carter Burwell
6. Tremble For My Beloved – Collective Soul
7. I Dreamt Of Edward – Carter Burwell
8. Treaty – Carter Burwell
9. I Caught Myself – Paramore
10. Humans Are Predators Too – Carter Burwell
11. Never Think – Rob Pattinson
12. I Know What You Are – Carter Burwell
13. The Skin Of A Killer – Carter Burwell
14. The Most Dangerous Predator – Carter Burwell
15. The Lion Fell In Love With The Lamb – Carter Burwell
16. Spotlight (Twilight Mix) – MuteMath
17. Complications – Carter Burwell
18. Dinner With His Family – Carter Burwell
19. La Traviata – The Royal Philharmonic Orchestra (iTunes bonus track)
20. I Would Be The Meal – Carter Burwell
21. Clair de lune – The APM Orchestra (iTunes bonus track)
22. Bella’s Lullaby – Carter Burwell
23. Supermassive Black Hole – Muse
24. Nomads – Carter Burwell
25. Stuck Here Like Mom – Carter Burwell
26. Bella Is Part Of The Family – Carter Burwell
27. Tracking – Carter Burwell
28. In Place Of Someone You Love – Carter Burwell
29. Showdown In The Ballet Studio – Carter Burwell
30. Let Me Sign – Robert Pattinson (iTunes bonus track)
31. Edward At Her Bed – Carter Burwell
32. Go All The Way (Into The Twilight) – Perry Farrell
33. Flightless Bird, American Mouth – Iron & Wine
34. 15 Step – Radiohead (Not on soundtrack or score)
35. Leave Out All The Rest – Linkin Park
36. Decode – Paramore

Track listing in the Soundtrack (am so gonna get my hands on it if it's still in stores! shall try Borders soon..)

1. "Supermassive Black Hole" (Muse) – 3:31
2. "Decode" (Paramore) – 4:21
3. "Full Moon" (The Black Ghosts) – 3:50
4. "Leave Out All the Rest" (Linkin Park) – 3:19
5. "Spotlight" (Twilight Mix) (Mute Math) – 3:20
6. "Go All the Way (Into the Twilight)" (Perry Farrell) – 3:27
7. "Tremble for My Beloved" (Collective Soul) – 3:53
8. "I Caught Myself" (Paramore) – 3:55
9. "Eyes on Fire" (Blue Foundation) – 5:01
10. "Never Think" (Robert Pattinson) – 4:30
11. "Flightless Bird, American Mouth" (Iron & Wine) – 4:02
12. "Bella's Lullaby" (Carter Burwell) – 2:20

It's just repeats of the two piano songs... I'm still unsure which one is Bella's lullaby, but they're nice... sweeeeeeeet! enjoy!











Oh and I came across this piano tutorial for Bella's lullaby :D

Just for the record... I started reading Twilight Saga on Wednesday night around 9 or 10pm after my last paper and woo hoo I've just finished all 4 books! :D Missing alot of sleep in between of course, but it's worth it. I was just not able to sleep! Page-turning....

Yet, I cheated hehe. On Sunday night I started reading the draft of Midnight Sun on the official Stephenie Meyer's site (yet managing to finish my revision for General Chem paper!) till wherever it stopped, after catching the movie played on Star Movies. I was hoooooooked! So after getting the books on Wednesday, I started halfway in Twilight where the story stops in Midnight Sun. Of course I found Bella's thoughts boring after that haha but still, the plot for Twilight was interesting, so was it throughout the books.

Then, for New Moon, I read a few chapters after finishing Twilight on Thursday morning and went to catch the movie with my brother. So apparently, when I returned to the book, I skipped abit and started reading back from when Bella jumped off the cliff, the starting of the climax.

Eclipse... I wennt through it all and I loved it best I think :D

As for Breaking Dawn, I skipped majority of Jacob's part, just reading here and there where there's conversation to understand roughly what is going on. The book was so thick, and I was eager to reach the end haha!

Can't wait to catch New Moon again at the movies again, eventhough I kind of do not agree with Kirsten being Bella (and neither am I comfortable with the too-many-kissing-scenes). She seems out of character uhh... I think Alice fits the best followed by Charlie and then Jacob haha. The rest were ok...

Speaking of movies, I wonder how the director is going to take up the challenge of shooting Breaking Dawn. Seriously!

I looooooooove fantasy books ;) Charmed, Harry Potter, Lord of the Rings, Tamora Pierce's books, Juliet Marillier's books and Twilight are the main ones. Of course I've come across some other indovisual books, not in series form, that are from the fantasy genre which I enjoy just as much.

I'm going on to read some real life stories, but I'm sure I'd be back to fantasy soon enough! I need to get away from the realities of life. Though I think Twilight took me away too much. I was too engrossed in it seh! Losing sleep like that and all. The lack of sleep made me zombie-like. There's nothing I seem able to think of other than Twilight 24/7. And you can see how blood-drained my arms, face and lips (and I'm sure the rest of the body as well for that matter!) whenever I wake up from short bouts of sleep I managed to take hehe.

Gotta get back to real life for awhile before filling in the gaps I cheated on!! GESL... science Centre... Camps...