I'm sorry. I'm just very tired and because of that, I tend to shut some things out that are not to my liking. I'd rather keep quiet than burst out in unnecessary anger... It's a bit irresponsible, but let's just say that's the best I can do now...

There seems to be much fear, gloom and worry shrouding my heart at this moment, astaghfirullah astaghfirulla astaghfirullah al-azim...

For some reason when I can understand, people can't... And when people understand, I can't! What in the world is wrong with my level of understanding?? Lol, different frequency? Mine's probably that of Mars or Venus or whattt...

Anyway, I'm sad today... I'd been frequently late these past few weeks, and I don't want to be... :((( Yet I can't seem to be on time at all.

Gonna bash through the jungles again tmr and wed.

Still so many things to do, yet so little time!

Seeing so many of my friends at Aku & Dia 3 make me wish I was there too. It seemed like a powerful spiritual booster! When I was there for A&D2, I seemed not to know anyone and now that so many whom I know are there, I couldn't be there...

InsyaAllah ada hikmahnya...