I have no idea why, I am feeling very uneasy right now. Oh Allah, please ease my heart...

I'd been reading through all my status updates from 2009. What a journey! I really wonder what 2010 brings.

I met Ida at Airport just now for about 1hr. Managed to chit chat with her. She's been more successful in being consistent with what we'd practiced at pesantren, marha2!

I bought 4 self-help books at airport Times just now. I want change in my life! I want discipline! I want consistency! I want sincerity! I want success... both dunya and the hereafter...