I keep losing my entries seh!!!! So frustrating! Write so long oredi! I only have very little time to blog and these must happen, aiyoh!

It was great great great!!! After so many practices, during which I always moaned and grumbled, the actual day finally arrived. Eventhough some of us forgot our lines, we managed to cover it up. I was so glad to hear that everyone enjoyed our comedy and we didn't make a fool out of ourselves.

Again, I don't have much time to blog, so I shall just say many great thanks to these people:
Kak Fatin and Kak Raudah for providing delicious breakfast for us
Siddiq (bkn Sidek eh...) for modifying our play
Fifi, Hajar, Ain Kimek and Kak Raudah for putting my make-up for me
All actors for doing a wonderful job
And all others who encouraged me and wished me good luck
If I missed anyone, sorry eh, I'm in a great rush arh. Gtg now peeps, cyaz!

Just a quick one...

From my cam:

I lost my entry on AGM.... I wrote long long oredi lehx... Now is nearly 4am oredi, I too tired... Next time... :(

Just read some of my friends', who're in JC, blogs and I'm super duper grateful that I'm in poly. I think I'd cry everyday if I were in JC. Nevertheless, I wish my friends all the best and may they get the motivation to study and do well in school.

Back to me... I've been doing quite well in school so far. In religious class too. But I shall heed Dickson's advice and aim higher. And I will work hard yet smart to reach my aim. It's not as easy as it sounds. I have involvement in Tits and eventhough it is nothing compared to many others, it does take a toll on me and I've been feeling lethargic and lazy lately.

I've been trying to use Dickson's Stomping method, but it's not working! I'm not firm enough! I haven't been revising much ever since the new term began and I feel really really bad about it.

Anyway, this afternoon, the fire in me to learn how to play the piano returned, ever brighter. What happened was that I was practising the basics that Val taught me on the piano in MS04 when all the Tits members remaining went quiet. Sis Eli and Raudah complimented me and I admit that I kembang lar eh. But seriously, that was basics!! Fifi asked me to play something else and what I told her was the truth, "I dunno anything else!!!" Well, I can play that monotonous bit of Beethoven's 'Bells are Ringing'... And how boring is that! I can't even remember the Happy Birthday, Majulah Singapura and Dayung Sampan notes lar...

Uh oh, it's after midnight already. Have religious class tomorrow liao... Just some last words then. AGM will be at 11am on Saturday, 22nd July at the Alumni Lounge. Only TP students are allowed to watch, sadly... Hope any TP students reading would attend it. Tits would be the fifth item and I tell you, it'd give you something to think and laugh about for a few days at least! It's really funny if you can hear what the casts are saying. What I mean is if you cooperate and keep quiet while watching lar. There's no mikes and our voice projections aren't at our best yet. Well, we only had 3 days of practice so far! Though I think that's quite enough lol. I'm getting sick of doing the same things over and over again.

Well, I was contemplating whether to change my blogskin or not when I came across this blog which talks about the don'ts in blogskins. Refer to 25th Aug 05. I gotta agree with some of it, like the part about the entry frame getting smaller and the pictures getting larger.

I dunno how to create my own blogskin... I've been using free blogskins from www.blogskins.com and maybe edit a bit here and there, and now I just want something simple and personalised. But lazy lar... But I'm getting really sick of my blogskin. The lyrics on the front had long flown from my head and the meanings are half gone already.

I have a new motto that keeps me going, no longer just dream and keep on dreaming. I dunno how to phrase my motto, since it's a jumble of so many things in one.

Aiyar, I just continue my entry here lar wokay? Lazy to add new entry..

Have Tits at 10am tomorrow. I hope my voice projection and character improves. I admit I haven't done research... My excuse: no time, heheh as usual...

Will be having Biochem quiz 2 next thursday and Maths and OC quiz 2 on next friday. HAP will be on the 28th and PIPC is on God-knows-when in August I guess. I must do well in my quizzes. As insignificant as they seem/sound, they contribute to the final result and I can say I'm rather ambitious for my final result. And no, I'm not gonna reveal what my target is until after the results most probably, or at least not anytime soon.

AGM rehearsals will take place next thursday and friday and I think I'm gonna miss them. It's either that or I miss lectures/tutorials. No way would I do the latter! Studies definitely prioritise over most other things to me, including CCA no matter how involved I am in it.

Anyway, spent $95 (my dad gave me $100 for UNnecessities thanks to his bonus) buying 4 clothes at Singapore EXPO yesterday. I simply luuuurvvvvve new clothes. Gonna where one of them tomorrow!!

I have so much to blog. I've come to regard my blog as a diary, but I'm still aware a blog is open to public and I'm not risking regretting what I blog about.

Dunno what else to say. Just: Happy belated 21st birthday Gaythri!! Sorry I didn't know it was your birthday. I'm broke too... :(

Haiz, regret not having pictures of the log cake Alia and some of my classmates bought for me and Celine for our birthday last year... Oh well, things can be lost, but memories last a lifetime, if you don't lose your memory halfway along your lifeline that is. I think losing my memory is the worst fear I have. Though it can prove to be a blessing in disguise if you ask me (for reasons unrevealed).

Sleepy already... Gonna check my APEL Life Mission Statement for awhile, and then I'm off to bed. Hopefully, tomorrow the sun shines brighter and the wind blows stronger on me, and you! ;)

Tits rox! AF14 oso rox! Heheh... It's true... Believe it...

Heya haido! Hmm... I actually sound happy... Whole day in school I was grumpy and moody. Dunno lar. It's about 6.15pm now, am waiting for Tits to begin at 6.30pm. So well, 15 minutes to jot down what I wanna!

On Saturday, I went to my cousin's engagement at Pasir Ris (will upload the pics soon). Marriage... When two hearts become one... Or is it really? I dunno.

Anyway, after the engagement, my brother and I went to meet my cousin on my mum's side to Orchard as planned. My brother wasn't too happy about the arrangement. He'd planned to play xbox after the engagement and not to accompany me to Orchard to see the LIME flea market, which I agree was just a waste of time after I saw it, and to go buy something at Far East Plaza. It was obvious lar he was bored being in Orchard. In the end, after going to the LIME flea market, my brother, cousin and I went to Far East Shopping Centre beside Wheelock's place to play pool. For my case, to learn pool. So far I've learned the rules and have managed to hit the ball in a straight line, but still gotta practice! Though I really agree with my mum that playing pool is a real waste of money... $7 per hour, can get two plates of chicken rice as my cousin would put it lol!

Enough about Saturday... I've got like 5 minutes left! Yesterday... After religious class (and lotsa laughter in Ust Azman's class), I followed my mum to attend my grandmother's neighbour's daughter'd wedding. Haha, whatever lar, skip that... At night, around 7pm, my brother called me to say my cousin (the one we went to Orchard with) wanna celebrate his birthday at Seoul Garden and wants me to come along. I was reluctant lar... I hadn't done my Maths tut, printed out HAP tut and typed out and print my CSAS group project. Neither had I ironed my clothes and lab coat. I didn't wanna go cos I'm not such a big eater and it would just be a waste of money to blanja me at Seoul Garden. Nevertheless, I went in the end anyway cos my cousin and his sister came personally to drag me along lolx, causing them to be late to book for seats. Sorry!!

Alamak, I really gotta go oredi. Will hopefully continue before the end of the week. Chill out!

P.S. Somehow I feel as if I'm writing an article for a school magazine or something lol.

Hadn't updated for some time already. Let's see... The last time I blogged was like... two Saturdays ago, and in between I've celebrated by parents birthday! Happy Birthday Mama (30th June) and Baba (8th July). Whee! I love celebrating birthdays whenit comes to filling my stomach heheh. Had pizza and a mixed fruit birthday cake for my mum's birthday and seafood for my dad's. Yum yum!

Hmm... I don't have any inspiration to write anything.

Oh my God, my mum just called me MINAH KENTAL!! Well, not to say that I am one lar. Just that I'm gonna wear kebaya or something Malay-ish to my cousin's engagement later and then after that I plan to drag my brother meet my cousin, on my mum's side one, to Orchard to go Far East and LIME's flea market. If I go home to change first, it would waste a lot of time and if I bring t-shirt and jeans to change, where am I supposed to change and chuck my kebaya?? Dunno what, my mum then 'chanted' minah kental wear kebaya to Orchard. Whatever... Then I got say lar I wear a long skirt and top, my mum say it's inappropriate for the engagement. Alamak, then what?? Aiyoh, I'm confusing myself and I'm sure all you readers too, gah! Even my English is upside down inside out lol.

Anyway, forgot to say why I'm home at this time on a Saturday morning since normally I'd be at Titisan, Tits for short. Well, Bro Sidek will be performing at the Arts House for Kato Kato this afternoon and some of the Tits members wanna go. So as not to rush them, there's no Tits today and the devise (I think) scriptwriting will continue Monday evening. *groans* Oh wellz... TP is slowly becoming my second home. Goodbye TMS...

Since I'm on the topic of Tits, allow me to talk about it. I gotta say I regard it as a laughing session for me lol, but of course it's more than that. I learn a lot from Tits, not only about acting for your info. The members are great people and they bring the best out of you, though I gotta say some can be a bad influence. Oh well, what's life without the challenge. I can definitely prevent myself from smoking since I hate it to the core but to prevent myself from using bad words might prove harder than it seems. My language has been worsening and I intend to heal it back to what it originally was, if not better than that. Not an easy task when the bad words are stuck to your tongue like tar om the roads.

One thing though, I've yet to be myself in Tits. It will take time for sure. I'm not even fully myself with my classmates yet. Hmm... Or maybe I've changed? Dunno lar, people change but it's always someone else who notices the change in you while you believe that you'd been the same since young.

Wah, look at the time! My dad reach home already, so I assume we'll be going to my cousin's house pretty soon, gotta get ready.

By the way, I might be changing my blog layout soon! Or at least add new stuffs... Tataz all!