Yay! All done! Made 3 class webpages today. I think I spent nearly 10 hours in total. Haiz... Still incomplete though. I've not added the events we were together at, the profiles of each of us and the photos. I think that one next month can do lar, lol.

Hmm... Guess I'm gonna go back to reading Danielle Steel's "Dating Game" book. Yawn... (not the book is boring...)

I have no idea what got over me at 1 a.m. in the morning! I closed my eyes to sleep, then suddenly I remembered Faizal's post on his classmates on his blog and I just got this crazy idea to do a website for the class. Ermz, yeah... And I can't wait till tomorrow to start. The problem now is, what's the password of sec4r yahoo account?? I can't ask anyone else 'cos I'm the only one who knows it! Stupid thing to do, but it's no use crying over spilt milk.

Anyway, when I couldn't get the right password to sign in, I decided to visit my previous webpages for ideas so I can create the class webpage as soon as I remember the password. On second thought, as soon as I create a new account. I mean, even after 100 years pass I wouldn't be able to remember!

Haiz, nearly 2 a.m. now, gotta get down to work then!

I read the following joke from Karen's blog. Karen took it from http://www.princessdominique.com/blog. Trust me, it's really FUNNY! Read on to know just how FUNNY is it!

The Joke: Installing Husband 1.0

(Disclaimer: Please let me preface this by saying this little funny is not a reflection of me or my personal life.)

Dear Tech Support,


Last year I upgraded from Boyfriend 5.0 to Husband 1.0 and noticed a distinct slowdown in overall system performance --- particularly in the flower and jewelry applications, which operated flawlessly under Boyfriend 5.0.

In addition, Husband 1.0 uninstalled many other valuable programs, such as Romance 9.5 and Personal Attention 6.5, and then installed undesirable programs such as NFL 5.0, NBA 3.0. and Golf Clubs 4.1.

Conversation 8.0 no longer runs, and Housecleaning 2.5 simply crashes the system. I've tried running Nagging 5.3 to fix these problems, but to no avail.

What can I do?

Signed, Desperate

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Dear Desperate:

First keep in mind, Boyfriend 5.0 is an Entertainment Package, while Husband 1.0 is an Operating System. Please enter the command: 'http: I Thought You Loved Me.htm' and try to download Tears 6.2 and don't forget to install the Guilt 3.0 update.

If that application works as designed, Husband 1.0 should then automatically run the applications Jewelry 2.0 and Flowers 3.5.

But remember, over use of the above application can cause Husband 1.0 to default to Grumpy Silence 2.5 Whatever you do, DO NOT install Mother-in-law 1.0 (it runs a virus in the background, that will eventually seize control of all your system resources).

Also, do not attempt to reinstall the Boyfriend 5.0 program. These are unsupported applications and will crash Husband 1.0.

In summary, Husband 1.0 is a great program, but it does have limited memory and cannot learn new applications quickly. You might consider buying additional software to improve memory and performance. We recommend Hot Food 3.0 and Lingerie 7.7.

I feel so out... I mean, most of my friends are going on to JC for the 3 mths course and those that are planning to go to Poly are working and earning big bucks! What am I doing? Rotting at home, literally... Part of me tells me that I made a mistake for not going to MI for the 3 mths course but I know, it isn't. I'd be needing the time I spend there to self-study. Val, CL and Hengky, thanks a bunch for offering to lend me your notes. I mean it, I'm really grateful to you three... Especially to Val who came up with the idea first. It's really thoughtful of you. I just hope I have the discipline to study and that I'll join you guys in JC after we get our results!

Anyway, went to the polyclinic this morning to get my stiffening leg checked. It's the 4th or 5th time this occurs! I agreed with the doctor that my leg needs to be examined. For all I know, I might have Achilles Tendonitis, whatever it's called... *shivers* That's gonna be crazy. The appointment's in March at CGH... Hope it's nothing err... threatening...

Dunno what to say for now, maybe will do later...

It's a loooong time since I last posted. A looong time since I thought I needed a change. A looong time since I last rushed to get assignments done by the next morning. But it won't be long before I have to do both of the above again. Afterall I'm just 16 going on 17, right? I've got a whole life to live till it's time I return to what I was made of.

Yesterday's the 25th... A happy birthday to my brother and a merry Christmas to all Christians! Today's the 26th, exactly a year since the tsunami struck many Asian countries. Many lives were taken there and then. To them, may they rest in peace and find their way to heaven. I hope this awful history won't happen again, but I know that's just wishful thinking on my part. The earth is really old...

By the way, I've just added a midi to this blog. It's "Melody of Life" from Final Fantasy 9.

Grr... My bro has just bought SCV and my dad is bugging me cos he dunno what to press and everything. Aiyo, just press something! He keeps asking, "Na, then what? Alamak! Press what? How to get this? How to get that? Aiyar, so few channels arr? Eh, why go black?" *G* Always like this, in the case of hp too.

Haiz, I'm so easily distracted. I'm supposed to write the joined "Secrets Revealed" fanfic by I played games on Neopets instead, aiyo. Must learn how to concentrate if I wanna be successful.

One more week before school starts for most. Me? I'll be at home. My prelim results were thrice more hirrible than I thought it'd be. Expected better, much better... Even after O's, I am not sure what went wrong?! Maybe I didn't revise enough. But is that really it? I just hope I do really well for my O's. My relatives, my mum and my bro put so much high hopes on me. They really want me to go TJC and if not, MJC. Can I do it? I don't feel confident of getting an A1 for any sunjects at all! A2 maybe, but then again, maybe not.

Since the holidays started, I've been finding things to occupy my time. I guess I found too many. I don't even know which to do now! I've been doing some reading, writing, typing, surfing the net, watching tv, cross-stitching, playing netball, shopping and worse, eating too much. Luckily, when I last checked, my weight remained the same. Hmm... Of course I'd love to lose some weight. That would be wonderful! But it seems that the only time when I can really lose weight is when I'm sick 'cos I don't have a great appetite then!

Urgh! There's this stillness in the air that keeps me suffocated, not to mention sweaty. I can smell the smoke of a cigarette and it's so frustrating! I feel like someone is smoking right in front of me! But the point is, no one is smoking right now. Everyone is asleep, I think. Well, I'm the only one in the living room now.

It's 11 pm now. I'm wondering if I should continue with "Secrets Revealed", write a letter, read a book or go to sleep. Haiz, will figure that out. For now, tataz! Lolz.

If you're thinking what I think you're thinking, then what you think is definitely not what I'm thinking. Haha, now figure that out...

Anyway, I did a whole lot of rushing today till I'm near bonkers now. Morning, I had to pack the things I need today 'cause I slept early yesterday. So rush rush, reach school later than usual, but still not late lar. In school, I passed Sarah the Malay & Indian costumes I brought for her and her friends, went to the water cooler and by the time I came back, need to stand up for flag-raising already. So fast...

After that was A-Maths and *g* what is Mr Yong talking??? He was going rather fast and so I had to quicken my pace, which just makes me grumpy. Next was Chem and again rush rush. We had to titrate and measure like 5-6 times. So sianz... We were hurrying 'cause Mrs Tay wanted to show us electrolysis, which by the way was looooong time ago. It was about 10.25 already before we started 'cause the girls took so long! So talk talki, explain explain 10.35 already... Haiz, then we need to hand in the ws today also and I had to spend another 25 mins drawing graph, calculating and trying to make sense of what I was doing. So well, there goes my recess...

Well, that's not all. We had Bio after recess and I honestly didn't see PB on the timetable when I checked this morning! Knowing Ms Lela, I need to borrow a textbook from somebody. I asked Shermaine for her help to find a Bio book for me. But when I couldn't see her anywhere, I panicked since recess was nearly over. Luckily I met Sarah, Hui Chan and friends, saved my life, hahaso dramatic. So then, I continued looking for Shermaine to tell her I've got the Bio book already. Turns out she had borrowed from her friend le, aiyoh so sorry for the trouble Shermaine!

So well, after Bio was MT. Grr... That was most rushing and panicking moment of the day. We read, we discussed and then.... she asked us to do the compre and sentence-formation like... IN THE LAST 30 MINS OF THE DAY! I was so pissed at that and even more so when I simply couldn't think! The words were floating in front of my eyes but I had to force myself to do right? And so I did. With a lot of rushing and panicking of course.

Haiz, wish I could write more but NATURE CALLS!!!

A new book, with new plots, new settings, new characters, new themes, new ilustrations, new life... In other words, I've decided to have a new life, with new resolutions, new dreams, new wishes... A total new blog alright. I just feel this new layout fits me more. Typical, aye, I'm typical alright.

By the way, eruantale stands for yana in elvish. Thanks to Sylvia who helped me search for this. Actually, I prefer to be called Yana than Marl (school friends), Nana (family & relatives), Marliyana (teachers and whoever else). So far only one person calls me Yana, it's Sylvia.

Haiz... Speaking of Sylvia, I miss chatting with me. There used to be so many different tools we used to communicate; handphone, snail-mail, e-mail, orisinal flowers, msn, yahoo messenger, Green Dragon chatroom etc. Guess our busy schedules are pulling us apart. We'll sort it out one day, when I feel a bit free-er.

Anyway, I forgot this warm note: welcome!