Hmm, today's not a bad day :)

Had psycho common test at 11am. Woke up at 5-6am to cram 3 1/2 topics. At arnd 10 reached school and went to the wrong lt. Haha whatever la, I just sat on the parapet and studied until it's almost time... The test itself was pretty ok: definition and application. Definitions... I could only remember bits of keywords for each definition and tried to figure out the rest as logically as I can. Eg. Id is the raw, unorganized part of our unconscious mind. Padahal I only remember raw, unorganized haha. Application pulak... Main hentam, highlight from scenarios, 'copy paste' haha. Explanation best... Apelagi crap ah! Kalau kena give example pon same. LOL. After the test, big headache. Maklumlah, cram cram then vomit out everything (s
ounds anorexic lol).

After test, Ad, Pooja, Jamie and I went to TM to eat. Since we couldn't agree on eating at one common place, we bought takeaways then eat at TM open space. The were taken so we sat on the ground instead. Macam picnic haha. Picnic by the playground... haha. Oh, our main purpose of going to TM was not to eat or celebrate or whatever... We were there to get Chloe a present!! Her birthday was on Thurs but we didn't have time to get her anything. Initially we thought of sharing to buy her ONE present but couldn't find anything suitable for her that she'd use frequently and that's within our budget. In the end we decided to buy separate items then put together in a hamper. Got that idea when we were at Popular. Before that we were at Mini Toons, where there's a birthday flower but it's yellow and yellow is her unlucky colour lol, and Toys 'R' Us where we were looking for something teen Titans-y haha but we ended up playing with the toys haha. Ad was unseparable from the elmo. As for me, somehow I keep accidentally hurting Ad and say sorry lol opps. Accidental k. Oh btw, Cards 'n' such have some cute items on sale! I dunno why but I like! If only I'd had more cash on me, I'd definitely get myself something lol. Things were as cheap as $1.90 larh ok! At a place like cards 'n' such...

In the late afternoon, I followed my brother to Funan IT mall to redeem a Compaq Psesario C700 widescreen notebook with Windows Vista. And guess who gets the notebook?! ME! As a present hehe. $299 only, cos we extended 2 years contract with Starhub for MaxOnline or Cable tv lar. Not bad eh Hehe. I'm using it now. It feels good yeah! Though I'm still not so used to it...

Wah, I'm sleepy already. I have AMic report due Mon morn, MCT lab practical test on Mon aftnn and MCT report due Mon 5pm. Tues, I must prepare for ABchm interview by finetuning my summary and reading through the others' summary. And it seems that I have to compile for them again. On tues also I have psycho presentation, but I'll handle that on Tues. Can't wait for CNY break!

P.S. Hafiz wants me to mention him. Let's give him some adjectives: irritating, childish, what else? Haha, jk ;P

So much to say, no time to say. Rushing off!!!

Don't be surprised if you enter TP today and chance a meet with a zombie. They look pretty much human-students to be exact, just their behaviour...

Just met Chloe in school and she looks so shagged! I haven't really seen myself in the mirror, I probably look just like that too, droopy eyes, droning voice, well you get the picture larh... At this time of the year with projects dued, interviews awaiting, reports to be submitted, exams around the corner-there is NO rest. Sleep is secondary to studies.

Anyway, juz had my ABchm quiz and oh my, it's super tough la ok! I read through the questions and just thought, "That's it, I'm gonna tick anyhow." But of course, being the 'logical' me... I had to think through the questions. Seeing that I was late, I had lesser time to think. But even if I had an extra 10 minutes, or one hour or one day for that matter, I don't think I'd do any better cos I still won't know the answers. Well, I hadn't exactly studied. But I did study! I studied last year's students lecture notes. I expected the scope of this year to be the same as last year! Just did not study enough I guess. ABchm is always: what I study don't come out. It's a PBL... Then the teacher, wait I mean 'facilitator' (since she DOES NOT teach), never give us pRoPeR tips, we basically a couple of dummies trying to make a boat just by reading a book, "Dummies' guide to making a boat" or whatever. It just doesn't work ok! She keeps telling us there is no limit to the knowledge we can get through PBL, but what's the point??!! I know, I know, PBL is necessary, we'll be seeing a lot of it in our work and all, but hey there is a reason we only do PBL LATER ok. Perhaps we're more matured or something... I know, I know PBL is for the future, we shouldn't think about sitting for exam only but HEY, we ARE students and we HAVE to sit for an exam whatever it is right?? So are you telling me now that we can fail this subject for all you care just as long as in the future when we get PBL we'll know what to do???? If that's the case, then no exams larh. Free and easy, no stress, no pressure, just fill that ever-expanding brain with useful knowledge. And yes, I said it before and I'll say it again: I'm only getting borderline passes for ABchm right now! Because of this PBL, I have absolutely no idea how bad my GPA is gonna get! There I was at the start of the semester thinking I can bring my GPA up to 3.5 back. If I don't get that 3.5, I won't be able to go uni, and then I won't even be doing some real Analytical Biochemistry work and so yeah... Please lah, I even do better for MBio than ABchm, and a lot of people say MBio is tough ok...

Anyway, wanna share a song to cheer up low spirits like me right now. My grp use this song for our psycho advertisement project. I hope I do well for Psycho! So far so good! As well as my other subjects too... This sem like all the subject you can't 'count' your possible grade. It all depends on your tutor/lecturer. So, better portray a goodie two shoes in front of them! As for ABchm, forget it. I'm just gonna rephrase my summary here and then, attend the interview, give my best shot and wa laa! No more ABchm for the ressssssst of my poly life. I juz hope no supp paper, cos if there IS, sheesh, I'm so gonna hate ABchm for the rest of my life seh. Oh, back to topic, SMILE!



I miss Cat loves... This pic is soo cute right? Reminds me of this cat which climbed over my leg, so warm and cuddly (but after that bit/scratched me grrr, what wrong did I do??) I enjoy going to google and just looking through cute and funny images. Enjoyed adding all the pics to my grp's psycho ppt slides!



Say cheese
Smile please - come on everybody
Pass it on, pass it on - gonna pass it on
Smile please pass it on
Everyone's gonna pass it on
Smile please - pass it on
Pass it on gonna pass it on
Ready? Say cheese…

Last night - I saw you crying
And in the morning you still feel blue
But losers they give up trying
So wipe that tear away
And let the sunshine through

So smile 'coz we're gonna take your picture
So you'll see how good it feels
(Watch the birdie)

(Chorus)
Smile please, come on everybody - wear a happy face
Smile please, come on and blast all your troubles into space
Smile please come on and pass it on from face to face
It's such a simple point of view
Smile and the world smiles back at you
Say cheese

Sadness does you no favours
A little sunshine is overdue
'coz happiness is so contagious
And if you wear a smile
We'll never give up on you

So smile 'coz we're gonna take your picture
So you'll see how good it feels
(Here it comes)

(Repeat Chorus)

Pass it on pass it on gonna pass it on
Pass it on everyone's gotta pass it on
Pass it on pass it on gonna pass it on
Pass it on everyone's gotta pass it on
Ritmo del queso
Looking good
Aye aye aye
Ariba

We're gonna take your picture
So you'll see how good it feels

(Repeat Chorus)

Anyway, Happy Birthday Fifi dear =) Been great working with you for Titisan. I see you as a theatre director/producer in future no kidding

This is gonna be a looooong challenging week that will test my patience and limits and take away my sleep =( Tido penting k.

Didn't sleep the whole night yesterday finishing up ABchm & Psycho then this morning straightaway went for AMic lab. Super hyper la ok!! But I'm not the only one. Practically my whole group was haha. The most hyper bunch seh. It was fun, I needed it.

Unfortunately the hyperactivity can't last... Oh well, good things always come to an end uh?

Let's see how hectic this week will be:

Tues-ABchm tut quiz, Psycho presentation (maybe)
Wed-AMic meeting (therefore must have summary material ready)
Thurs-so far so good, I think there's no classes... I shall study Psycho
Fri-MBio written lab quiz (ALL practicals)
Sat-Psycho common test at 11am at LT 27 wherever that is, NTU talk?, no KPR but need prepare ppt
Sun-Madrasah, Fityan comm outing
Mon-MCT lab practical test
Tues-ABchm interview (must present summary report), Psycho presentation (it's either week)
somewhere along the week we'll have to do AMic PBL report surely

There are 1-2 ayat Al-Quran/Hadith I wish to share but I dunno the exact words!

Looking forward to 3rd, 24th and 29th Feb IF and only if I'm allowed to enjoy them. Feeling caged up. Why the sudden discipline?? I used to be so free! And now I'm restricted on all four sides! I can't go here, I can't go there, I can't do this, I can't do that. Oh God, I can't even go to a camp I'd been INVITED to attend lah! Conditions all around me. Nothing is certain anymore. Everything DEPENDS on whether I can fulfill the conditions or not.

How can you cage up a free vulture? Once it's let loose, don't be surprise it swoops on you to eat you up!

Sesungguhnya segala yang aku lakukan dan segala yang aku tinggalkan adalah kerana Allah Ta'ala. Hanya Allah sahaja yang tahu isi hatiku.